이럴수 밖에 없었습니다…On January 19, 2020 by Raul Dinwiddie
Honey? Honey! What? Won’t you talk to me? Honey? It’s embarassing to talk about it When the yesterday’s broadcast was over Now, I’ll talk about it I checked the result every 5 minutes (vote on whether A’s wish of going to club once a month can come true or not) I didn’t check that vote My besties say, “A, we’re gonna turn 40 waiting for you” Although I only love you, and I’ll live only with you forever, But my besties who spent times together when I was a hardcore clubber, may not come to club anymore if they pass 40 That’s why I wanted that wish ‘going to club once a month’ So I kept checking the voting At first, the result was going up and down Yes, it was intense at first Yes, it was intense like a vote on Seoul Gayo Daesang(popular kpop award show) I even voted by myself with Myunbong’s ID Did you?! Yes, I did Instead, I didn’t talk to my besties I didn’t ask for their help I really wanted to hear our viewers’ opinion on this issue After a while, voting result was stably in favor of clubbing That’s how voting works At first, it was 51, 49 and 51, 49 then it goes up like 52, 53, 54 So the result became stable I was happy I talked to Bbang, “Honey, Honey~~” “Why?” Now I think we have to go to club once a month That’s how I said Then he said.. what did you say? “It was just a contents for broadcast, wasn’t it?” That’s how I said Yes, he said like this. He was just joking around, right? Yes, it was just a joke Even if it was a joke, it was my wish for my last birthday, and that’s how viewers decided it And it was picked fairly during the broadcast But he suddenly said it was just a contents for broadcast All of a sudden! “I guess they fought” No, we didn’t No, we didn’t fight. It was actually funny Anyway, he said it was just a contents didn’t grant my wish I was sad. I had this hole in my heart like a sink hole So I didn’t talk much from that point Yes, he didn’t say a word Even if we were together, but the cold wind was blowing As if even my breathe can be heared by A it was so quite So I said, “Honey, what do you want to eat?” A, with a sigh said, “Eat by yourself” That’s how he said So I was like “Really? Are you really not going to eat it?” Then A was like “yes…” Since I was insensible, even at that point, I didn’t notice that he was angry So I just said, “Yes, then I’ll eat first” I didn’t said “Eat by yourself” like Kim Hee-Ae(popular actresss) No, you really did it! No, I didn’t You did! I just said, “You eat, honey” To be honest, I was little bit sulking When the broadcast was over, B said, “Let’s see how the vote turns out” but as the result was in favor of clubbing, he said “It was just a contents! honey~” I get it that he doesn’t want to go to club Recently, I didn’t even say I want to go to club for a month So I thought If I want to go to the club so badly, he could’ve just went along for me A lot of different emotions got mixed but funny thing was that yesterday, when we planned a date Wait, you’re talking about Saturday, but at Friday night, Are there more things to say? Since we’re living together, it was the second time I’ve become sulking When was the first time? I don’t remember well I also don’t remember well, but you’ve got sulking before There was a time I was sulking, and didn’t talk At that time, when I was sleeping while facing the other side to him, he tickled me Yes, that’s right So I turned quickly and hugged him I was turning my back, “Honey?” “Won’t you talk to me?” Then I hugged him right away just like that I felt he was trying to make a deal, so I didn’t talk When we were sleeping together, after friday’s broadcast was over, we were sleeping together I thought when we were about to sleep, I thought he would tickle me and hug me but he didn’t tickle me He was also firm on this issue He didn’t say “Honey, okay. let’s go to club” He was just looking at cell phone, and stayed still So I waited for him for a long time instead of sleeping His acting skill is on another level, I was surprised I wated for B to extend the olive branch to me I thought ‘since an hour is passed, he’ll put arms around my shoulder’ ‘He’ll talk to me’ ‘He’ll hug me’ But he didn’t! Then, I was starting to cough Since then, he kept coughing violently like this Honey, I didn’t go that far No, you did! I didn’t go that far I thought you swallowed something in the wrong way I tried to giving out signs that I’m not sleeping and I’m little bit sick But I was really sick yesterday! Don’t lie to me! Since we were living together, I’ve never been under that much stress But yesterday, I got so stressed It wasn’t because of club, it was because you didn’t keep your words The trust between couple starts from keeping their promise So if you don’t keep your words, the trust between couple can break I was so stressed that my lung got wrong, so I coughed I thought he was just coughing, so I just kept watching my cell phone Since I didn’t give him response, he was coughing while lying down, but he suddenly jumped up and coughed violently No, I didn’t do it / No, you did! You also went to bathroom often While I was coughing, because he didn’t give me any response, I couldn’t sleep I went outside of our room to eat some Do you know why were you having a trouble sleeping? It was because you went to bed too early because you were sulking When you were supposed to sleep at 1 am, you went to bed at 11 pm That’s why you couldn’t sleep It was the story from Friday Anyway, you didn’t hug me so we just slept without reconciliation I thought things would get better the next day but we didn’t do anything together on saturday But I talked to you often Yes, you acted as usual I talked to him like a normal day but that was more irritating! When I said, “Honey, what do you want to eat?” “Just eat without me” So I said, “Are you saying I should eat by myself?” “I’m really going to eat alone!” he answered, “yes…” So I ate by myself You ate well by yourself After I had a breakfast, after 30 minutes, he went out while coughing I could hear him eating On my way to bathroom, I looked at the kitchen, I saw him eating like this from behind I should eat no matter what Then you should’ve just eaten with me It wasn’t right time to eat with you You should’ve just don’t eat That is a totally different story You’re misunderstanding Fasting and sulking is different! Look at that comment, “When I’m angry, if my partner acts as if nothing happend, it makes me more angry” For real He should’ve reach out olive branch to me and said “Okay, let’s go with the result of the vote” But he didn’t do it, and saturday morning came and he acted usual and said, “Let’s eat breakfast. What do you want to eat?” He didn’t talk about the voting result “Were you also coughng while eating?” When he was eating, he didn’t cough I only coughed when I was sleeping He didn’t cough when he was eating something delicious I didn’t eat together with him for the first time But I was the one who suffered more Since you acted like usual, it must not be hard You weren’t having a hard time Yes, there was nothing hard for me Becasue I didn’t know you were sulking How could you not know it?!! To be honest, I thought you were sick What are you talking about?!